Back when Millennium Park was just being built, I met up with [censored] to hang out. We’d been having trouble acting normal around each other, which is natural when you’ve both separately broken each other’s hearts.
We walked through the park and up to the Pritzker Pavilion, then in pieces. The shapes that make up the pavilion are jutting curves of metal, and in the moonlight of this particular evening, the shapes made the whole place look like a robot dinosaur graveyard. Soft yellow light cast down from street lamps, and traffic from Lake Shore Drive made a swooshing noise in the background. It was a cool night, so there were many shivers of delight and breeze.
We walked among the curves of metal, navigating the construction site. We’d walk together, then walk apart, and come upon each other turning a corner. The night, atmosphere, and setting were enough to make one weak in the knees, and I thought that maybe a night so ephemeral and beautiful might finally be the salve for the scars of a breakup. All together it was nearly a dream.
I know we were both thinking of a song called My Favourite Chords by the Weakerthans. The whole night still feels mildly tragic, but the most awe came from knowing we were thinking about the same song.
The reason I thought of this was that I was wearing a skirt a lot like the skirt I’m wearing today.