{"id":525,"date":"2007-04-03T20:14:34","date_gmt":"2007-04-04T02:14:34","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/outsidecat.com\/wordvehicle\/archives\/525"},"modified":"2007-04-03T20:14:34","modified_gmt":"2007-04-04T02:14:34","slug":"you-really-wanted-a-post-about-my-feelings","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/outsidecat.com\/wordvehicle\/archives\/525","title":{"rendered":"You really wanted a post about my feelings."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>So,   I&#8217;ve been feeling choking-you-from-the-inside-welling-up-faster-than-you-can-blink-it-back friend\/homesickness, so I&#8217;ll be glad to have some of my peeps around for Easter. (Get it &#8211; peeps? Easter? Zombie Jesus?)<\/p>\n<p>Almost every day, at some point, I think to myself, &#8220;Why am I not living in Chicago right now?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Because I didn&#8217;t want to wait to look for a job,&#8221; is the answer. But man, will I feel this socially detached in six months? It&#8217;s already been three. Why should I have to find new friends, when I already have lots of perfectly good friends just lying around? Am I really homesick? I&#8217;m trying to tell myself that I&#8217;m not &#8211; I&#8217;ve never been homesick &#8211; but there&#8217;s enough vague unhappiness that I can&#8217;t identify to not rule it out.<\/p>\n<p>And being frustrated makes me sappier. Stupid non-agression. I guess it&#8217;s still better than drinking.<\/p>\n<p>End soppy rant.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>So, I&#8217;ve been feeling choking-you-from-the-inside-welling-up-faster-than-you-can-blink-it-back friend\/homesickness, so I&#8217;ll be glad to have some of my peeps around for Easter. (Get it &#8211; peeps? Easter? Zombie Jesus?) Almost every day, at some point, I think to myself, &#8220;Why am I not living in Chicago right now?&#8221; &#8220;Because I didn&#8217;t want to wait to look for a [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[23],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-525","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-im-feeling-emo"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/outsidecat.com\/wordvehicle\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/525","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/outsidecat.com\/wordvehicle\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/outsidecat.com\/wordvehicle\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/outsidecat.com\/wordvehicle\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/outsidecat.com\/wordvehicle\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=525"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/outsidecat.com\/wordvehicle\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/525\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1506,"href":"https:\/\/outsidecat.com\/wordvehicle\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/525\/revisions\/1506"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/outsidecat.com\/wordvehicle\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=525"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/outsidecat.com\/wordvehicle\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=525"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/outsidecat.com\/wordvehicle\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=525"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}