{"id":308,"date":"2005-09-14T12:07:10","date_gmt":"2005-09-14T18:07:10","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/outsidecat.com\/wordvehicle\/archives\/308"},"modified":"2005-09-14T12:07:10","modified_gmt":"2005-09-14T18:07:10","slug":"sucker-for-altruism","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/outsidecat.com\/wordvehicle\/archives\/308","title":{"rendered":"Sucker for altruism"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>You may not know this,   but last week I considered dropping my classes,   quitting my graduate assistantship, and heading down south to volunteer with the Red Cross\/FEMA. Back in AmeriCorps, I was disaster services trained, and considering the veritable load of help that is needed, it seemed selfish to dally around school learning about EBSCO when I could be providing help.<\/p>\n<p>After talking to my parents, the school, my GA boss, and random friends I saw, I realized that this is exactly the wrong time to go off for several months. Even though the school assured me that I could re-start next semester, and find a new GA, I didn&#8217;t want to screw up what I&#8217;ve already started. This schooling is going to make the rest of my life what I want it to be.<\/p>\n<p>But boy did I grapple with it.<\/p>\n<p>Then I got an email from an AmeriCorps teammate who assured those of us in school thinking about taking a semester off to help that FEMA and Red Cross are so disorganized right now, we really wouldn&#8217;t be providing enough help to offset the personal sacrifices we were making.<\/p>\n<p>So I felt better about my choice, but much much worse about the state of affairs. I am so frustrated, like we all are, and the only thing I can do now is remind myself that when I&#8217;m done with library school I&#8217;ll be helping people in my own way. Being in school is important because of that. And hope that the organization improves, because I&#8217;d like to spend winter break or summer break helping. Maybe Habitat for Humanity will have their shit together.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>You may not know this, but last week I considered dropping my classes, quitting my graduate assistantship, and heading down south to volunteer with the Red Cross\/FEMA. Back in AmeriCorps, I was disaster services trained, and considering the veritable load of help that is needed, it seemed selfish to dally around school learning about EBSCO [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-308","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-bucket-of-sunshine"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/outsidecat.com\/wordvehicle\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/308","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/outsidecat.com\/wordvehicle\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/outsidecat.com\/wordvehicle\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/outsidecat.com\/wordvehicle\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/outsidecat.com\/wordvehicle\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=308"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/outsidecat.com\/wordvehicle\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/308\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/outsidecat.com\/wordvehicle\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=308"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/outsidecat.com\/wordvehicle\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=308"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/outsidecat.com\/wordvehicle\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=308"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}